note to players: this is what you're up against

i feel kind of releived now.

yes it's like ripping off a band aid or getting your hair waxed: it stings for a little bit. it's just rejection that stings a little bit when it is rejection from something you don't necessarily want or you know going with your better judgement that you should stay away from.

but take note:

I AM A FUCKINGLY FINE-TUNED RICHTER SCALE FOR BULLSHIT.

my third eye is working perfectly and functioning at one-hundred percent. did i not say that i had doubts about this one? i do it myself - if i skirt around a question it means i don't have an answer favorable to the desired outcomes. in this one's case, the desired outcome was to see me and maybe get a little action. an answer favorable to the question of whether he was seeing anyone would be no because he knew full well that i am much more than mistress material and would refuse anything more than a drink if the answer were anything other than no. so he did not answer. instead he called my comment "in bad humor" (i had said something like you'd better tell your girlfriend you have a business trip being sarcastic and serious at the same time) and he even had the malfunctioning balls to tell me "not to compare him to my exes" and also not even to talk about them because "it makes him jealous." fucking invite me to your house for xmas? saying "the one?" good thing i'd rightly asked him how much he'd had to drink.

(oh let me give a little backstory: tonight he tells me he can't pick me up from the airport. then blah blah blah and "it's not like you're coming for me." and more bullshit and then me: bueno, ahora que estamos hablando honestamente, estas saliendo con alguien? of course he answers si and i say VISTE! I KNEW!)

so i quit. left-handed numbers people are officially kicked off my list. i've had enough.

what childish, bully-like behavior. try and make ME feel bad for being a little jealous. your poor girlfriend; too bad i listened to intuition so soon; i could have inadvertently started some real shit for you.

so management will be accepting applications effective immediately. left-handed number-crunching muthafuckas need not apply.

miss e: 1
(wannabe) players: 0