that part made me cry.

am waiting for my room to heat up so i can strip and finally moisturize!

was unable to do so at the gym because i had to hurry home to watch The Office.

was unable to do so this morning because i could not find any moisturizer in the S's luxury bathroom (btw, i have become their "call girl" - as in, they call me - for whenever neither of the S's will be at the house. thirty five bucks a pop - cash. not too bad) in which the shower doubles as a sauna and if you mix the two it's awwweeeeeeeesoooooooommmeee!

although i don't think the oldest (she's a junior in high school) came home last night. anyway i was too cold and tired to find out so i went to sleep.

finally made the effort to look at an official calendar.

spring break is the last week of march.

any suggestions?
(ooh, direct AND $172?)
my friend's mom has a condo on topsail island, that's where i went last year. TI is great because it feeds my imagination large intricate houses in which to set my rem dreams.

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and now i leave you with this (and if it does not "take your breath away" you must not be human):

(let me set up the situ: eliza sommers, who is now a grandma and all that, decides to let her paralyzed husband, who is chinese, die with dignity via morphine ' and she is telling this to her granddaughter eighteen years later)

--?Qué pasó entonces, oi-poa?
--Hice lo que debía hacer, Lai-Ming. Enseguida me acosté junto a Tao y lo besé largamente. Su último aliento se quedó conmigo...