*sigh*

i feel depressed.

dejá de romper bolas. me hacés el favor de no decirme cosas dulces, de no decirme que venga? me hacés el favor de no decirme que odiás mentiras mientras me mentís por omisión? que pena que hayas crecido creyendo que siempre te podés salvar con cualquier piropo, linda, hermosa. por favor. soy un poco más inteligente que las nenas que te dejaron pensar que todas somos así.

no soy tan fácil como las demás.

in our arguments you change the theme so much and avoid every serious question that i feel like i could tie you in a knot.

so instead of tangling your legs in mine, go curl yourself in a knot, i can keep myself warm.





ok now that i know what i want (and what i do not)...





i will probably be alone for quite some time.

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ok so i feel like ending this post on a light-hearted note.

background: it's winter, all my shavers are dull, nobody outside of the gym sees my legs, and frankly, i just don't care about maintaining perfectly smooth legs because the hair is invisible anyway.

but, because of the shavers being dull and not thinking about shaving, i have also neglected shaving under my arms. and because it isn't often that the hair in my axilas gets this long, i am discovering that i have: FIREPITS! hahahaha.

and i just realized this TODAY right before yoga. i thought, oops i guess i should start shaving again. and then i thought, OMG WHAT IF SOMEONE SEES AND THINKS I'M ONE OF "THOSE" GIRLS?!

and i fixed that thought by thinking: well i know that i'm not and for real, i do shave when it is worth my time. right now i'd rather spend that time in bed, or watching the news in the morning.