expletives INCLUDED!

to the principal who would prevent a great mind from being part of education:

fuck you. fuck me for following instructions and letting you fill out a recommendation for me. fuck hr for saying both my recommendations were negative. fuck fuck fuck i just want to crawl into a hole and shrivel up into the stupid little rock that i feel like.

i even sent you a thank you note for taking the additional time out of your busy schedule.

i am such a fucking retard. i hope you get censured for incompetence (remember the WIDA debacle?) and lying (yes you did lie to my face when i asked about summer school, remember?)

fuck hr again for not considering the perspective of that negative reference - this is a classified position for which they recommended me; instructional references should not hold so much bearing.


i feel like making myself throw up. i wouldn't even need to "pull the trigger" - i feel like such shit right now i could just will my breakfast up out of me.