what keeps me going?

- tomorrow is friday and also pay day. i think i will spend my entire paycheck in one day (have yet to open credit card statement...)

- 18 days till i cross the Atlantic.

- i finally have a reason to leave the country for an extended amount of time

- my face is getting marginally better

- i still have the power to silence an entire conversation with one or two words (one week ago i scared someone away with "mi cama sigue virgen")

- oh yeah. about silencing an entire conversation with one or two words - let's not forget Daniel. hahahaha, or "how to scare away sexual internet predators"...
So I'm talking away to people on MSN and i get a message from Daniel. Now, i have two daniels on my contact list. one of them is the only argentine male to befriend me without trying to hit on me (he is gay) who i met in Salta, and the other is some random person who put me on their contact list for no reason. i neglected this fact when a few weeks ago Daniel IMed me. thinking this was my Daniel from Buenos Aires, i was very friendly and even told him i was sorry we hadn't been able to see each other while i was in BsAs but the phone numbers he had given me didn't work. then Daniel says, want to see my webcam? and so, still believing this is the Daniel that I have met in person, and though thinking this is a little weird, i consent. what do i see? this other daniel's penis! and he's telling me to help him make it harder! he's telling me, tell me what to do, i'll do whatever you ask, etc. ok by this time i've realized that this is NOT the daniel i know! and i remember that, oh yeah, there are TWO daniels on my list! so, either more offended or more intrigued, i decide to play along because i cannot believe that this guy is serious! (keep in mind, i am known to watch random clips of porn out of SHEER CURIOSITY and not because i get anything from it). so i play along. he's trying to get me to talk dirty to him, and i don't know how he is typing while whacking off, but he manages. so then i think, it's time for the punch. so i say something really kinky that involves a bunch of naked people in my pool... daniel says "QUEEEEEEE???!!!" and then signs off! apparently i was too kinky for someone trying to cyber with me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i think this would be the internet equivalent of blue-balling?