or bi-weekly tanning

clarification: in my last post, "never having gone and done it" refers to the fact that i have never gone to relinquish the various "offers" i have "on the table" (ie M, K, etc.). and i just thought of something else: Lisa may be right; going tanning may also be a viable solution to my "winter blues." it's cleaner, you do take your clothes off but you're alone, there are less consequences, and one may come away with some color that is not a hormonal afterglow. i think i will go tan...

and DCB1 did not come over yesterday. but even if he does, i won't be worried. since what happened between us is outside of the general consciousness, we can both pretend like nothing happened because nobody else knows about it. problem solved. side note: don't forget DCB1 is still idealistic and two years younger than myself. he and i had different definitions of "take you upstairs." so nothing that I would consider serious happened between us anyway.