to avoid further trauma...

so over the weekend i had this dream. i didn't tell anyone about it. i'm not sure why; one of my friends has suggested it may have caused trauma for the person who appeared in this dream, so it's better i didn't tell him? it doesn't matter. it should be easy to guess who this person is but to avoid any trauma i will leave it up to the reader's imagination.

i don't remember the whole plot or storyline, but at one point i started making out with this person. and then his face changed; he turned into an ugly-looking person. the rest isn't important given the blatant symbolism. but it was one of those where i got lost and was looking all over the place for this person, and i finally found him at the end, back to his normal self.

it reminds me of what happened with Juan. once that line was crossed the situation turned ugly and he was no longer my friend, through no fault of my own (i mean, i would not have kissed him had he not initiated). but instead of turning back to his normal self, we parted without saying goodbye and won't ever be reconciled (see this post).

sorry to end on a semi-dramatic note but my fingers are freezing and i must go to bed.