a lovely shade of grey

only a short update - i am exhausted.

red flags went up for the therapist - sees a little bit of depression and OCD resurfacing. wish i could remember the term for low-level depression. apparently i "lit up" though when talking about going back to South America.

pilates still going well - am beginning to appreciate that my entire body has gotten a bit firmer in the last month! my thighs were feeling a bit "trunk-ey" yesterday but i think it's just because they're getting tighter and not necessarily bigger.

just put on transdermal migraine-preventer, even though i'm not sure it's the right time to do it; today in the steam room i saw spots which i took to be an aura (they say migraines a lot of times are preceded by an aura) and right now i just took aspirin in hopes of preventing what feels to be the beginnings of a migraine. so there's that.

beginning to realise diva-ish tendencies; want to be the center of attention - like having my imaginary title at work "resident it-girl" though it was "threatened" yesterday. will recover tomorrow because i have to wear "real world" work clothes and not crap clothes able to withstand the punishment of Recess. so i can look cute. oh, the "real clothes" are because after school i will be tied down and forced to interpret for the parents during conferences. must look professional. spanish proficiency should be a pre-req to work at my school because conferences are a bitch!

well Mr. Migraine is still knocking on the door (the one on the right side) and Aspirin hasn't gotten up off its lazy ass to answer, so i'm going to bed. maybe if it sees i'm asleep it won't have any choice.