seeing things?

i swear there was a carl sighting yesterday at the gym. i was doing weights and this guy walked in front of me, and it looked like him. but again, how long has it been since i've seen him? i hate how it is hard to really recognize someone you haven't seen for a long time. i mean, this guy looked like him, but do i remember him being like that?

seeing my high school crush kind of catapults me back to the "good-ole"-sheltered days, before i was who i am now. of course that makes me uncomfortable because i feel like i revert to who i was then - shy, awkward, afraid of boys. who knows, it was most likely a one-time sighting and it will probably turn out not to be him.