friday

it's great to go out with friends when you're nervous/anxious/obsessed/depressed and have a good time. for some reason i was really funny and slightly obnoxious, even though i didn't drink at all. oh, i was starting to get a headache so i took one of my heavy-duty narcotic pain meds. then S. called her boyfriend and idiot, and i couldn't stop repeating idiot and laughing at "how funny a word it is!" favorite quote of the night:

i was sitting across from Beto, Martin's brother. i'm a hands person - i always notice a person's hands. you have really small hands beto! i say. then i hold up my hand for a comparison. they are practically the same size, only his are a little wider and my fingers are proportionately longer. god, you're fingers are so long! beto says. then Sandy's Boyfriend, who was sitting right next to me, says, yeah so they can wrap around the penis. I reply, yeah, they're so long because i only accept big ones.