undo what heredity's done to you...

guess what... i am in love AGAIN!!!


hahaha made you stop and gasp, didn't i?

my brother played a song by The Postal Service and then i made my other brother make a copy of the entire album for me. i haven't been able to stop listening to it.
i'll be the fire escape
bolted to the ancient bricks
where you will sit
and contemplate your day...
how can you NOT love this group? the lyrics just remind me of the kind of stuff i myself would write. well, what i would have written when depression was still a part of my life. ha, kidding. i just haven't written in a long time.

speaking of that. i am reading dry by augusten burroughs. i'm starting to think maybe one can be addicted to depression as well? i'm trying to figure out if this is true for me... in BsAs when it was starting to get cold again i remember thinking i couldn't ever get anything done unless i was depressed - thinking back on my 3rd year at school - my depression year - it was such a difficult semester but i got through it with all Bs! probably because i didn't have anything to distract me and math/physics was an excellent outlet for my obsessive-compulsive tendencies.

anyway. am looking forward to cardio and some quality time in the steam room.