um take the hint, brother!

never, NEVER underestimate the life-changing power of a good night's sleep. i got TWO in this weekend!

mr. p came over friday afternoon and chilled with my parents and me. haha i broke THE RULE and had him up in my room.

NO IT'S REALLY NOT WHAT YOU THINK. he called me when i was in the middle of an online conversation and i was looking up something online. plus i had some crafty (i can't believe i used that word!) stuff to do for my class (math word wall! yippee!). oh not to mention, that when he called me i was in a super bad mood because my (test that women are supposed to take every year) came back abnormal - apparently there were MILD CHANGES from last year. tomorrow i have the doctor's appointment to check it out. i don't really feel worried - i can't do anything about the past and if needed i can trace a certain problem (if it is present) to its source. but since my aunt died of cancer i figure it's a pretty good idea to get this dealt with as soon as possible. at first i was really scared. but now i feel fine - if there is a problem i will deal with it. it's like my third flight to buenos aires - i finally came to the realization that I CANNOT CONTROL WHAT HAPPENS TO THE PLANE WITH MY MIND, OBSESSIVE THOUGHTS, OR WORRY. so when the plane starts to bounce around, my first reaction is to gasp and grip the armrests tightly. but then i close my eyes and visualize myself doing something fun like dancing, and i know there's nothing i can do.

oh, back to my weekend. i had mr. p up in my room b/c it was recently cleaned (his cousins were here this afternoon - ouch, he always laughs when we make jokes like this) so he could sit on my bed while i was at my computer and we could chat. seems that he has lost his friends, that his Boss is mad at him, his sister is in Mexico somewhere being introduced to her boyfriend's family having left her two kids with her husband who is unemployed (worth repeating: she is married and has two very cute kids. i want to adopt them.) so then my mom came upstairs (i did leave the door open, it's just weird closed) and hops on the bed with Mr P. he's like my brother. so we chatted a while and then ate, chatted some more with my parents and then we watched this french movie i had rented - thomas amoureux (thomas in love). interesting. i enjoyed it. mr p is good like that, he's always up for international films.

oh i found my little brother's blog! tee hee hee. i never knew he could use and spell so many big words correctly! i was bored so i checked the firefox history on my mom's computer. found his myspace site, his blog, and also a very interesting number of sights on "shro@mery" and "mar!juana". oh there were quite a few of "lesb!an l!ck!ng" and "g!rls k!5sing" as well. i asked my mom if she ever checked the history. i still don't think she knows how but that's none of my business.

today i suggested to my little bro that "hey a good way to spy on someone is to look at the history on their internet browser! for example, if you wanted to find someone's blog you could check their history and check some of the sites and you'll probably find it!"

he didn't seem to get the hint...