mid-week freak out

is what happened last week. but i survived. i asked and explored all those questions and came out allright. at least i hope. i know what to do if it happens again.

and i watched sicko today. it seems michael moore has done it again - made me cry and want to move to france! i believe he's onto something when talking about the french way of life... i like how one lady says that in france, the government is afraid of the people (well just look at france's history and one can understand why.) here, on the other hand, the people are afraid of the government.

i think it's silly that there are even songs that sing about being proud to be an "american." ugh, make me barf, it's all a load of crap. but wouldn't that be neat if the government were afraid of the people here? never gonna happen. unless we have something bloody and terrible happen like they did in france.