clearing it up

to clear some things up...

one person once commented to me that he thought i was in love with MP, due to this post. oh, if you don't read spanish, sorry. go to some translation site if you are absolutely dying to understand what i wrote. plus, given my post from valentine's day, MP is mentioned again (though not directly; those who were there know exactly what i am talking about though). let me just clear this up. what MP represents in my life is the radical change it took after i met him. it is true that for nearly two years i was sick for him, depressed, constantly thinking about him and awaiting his emails. however, i have moved on in my life. i can't say exactly what it is that finally made me take that step and forget about him, but it has been taken. i used to think alot about what would happen if i were to see him now. if he came walking in through the door right now? nothing - i would say hi to him, do the compulsory catching up (how is that geology career going?) and go on with my life. it's like, i don't miss him anymore. i could go on living knowing that i'll never see him again or know anything about him again - i'm ok with that. what does stick though is how much bigger my world became because of my initial trip to salta. and that is what is most important.

besides i don't have to rationalize this to anyone; they can think i feel something but i know what i do and do not feel.

i should write more but i have to go back to work :-(