over reactive

sorry all, i have been over reactive. i guess it goes to show how hard a time i have just being myself and not worrying about what other people think. because i wanted to write another post after my last one to apologize for being crabby. but the thing is i don't have to apologize for what i think and especially not here. like yesterday, somebody said to me that he thought i was still in love with MP. i know that this is not true. i really can't name any specific method of thinking which led me to this conclusion, but i don't have to explain why i feel this way; it is enough to know that i do.

also speaking about posts that never get posted, i have two that i will have to post later; i got an anonymous comment and it was in spanish. i couldn't figure out to which part of the post it pertained and so i thought it had to do with something else and i totally freaked out and over reacted and cried because i thought it meant the end of a friendship (like i said, i am over-reactive). maybe in a few weeks i will have an "unposted posts" post. ha ha.

and it just hit me last night that i am going to london tomorrow. good thing i did my laundry last night. which reminds me - dry cleaning. and tonight, packing. oooh bank. must leave now, closes at 16:30.