at which end of the monster are we?

am working at temp agency. have been mining resumes all day. find it kind tediously interesting to be on the other side of the recruiting process. it's almost as boring as searching for jobs, but you get to see other people's resumes and feel good about yourself! i know, am taking advantage of my privilidges.

did i not mention that yesterday my parents left for ireland and they won't be back till next saturday? i don't think i did. well they left. yesterday i returned from my french final only to find the garage reeking of something herbal. inside the house were my sister's friends, including the boy that i tutored in geometry all last semester! (and another thing, my granddad is eligible for irish citizenship. once he is a citizen, i will also be eligible for citizenship. cool, no? i could be my own DC.)

am conflicted about this. one side of me wants to be the responsible person and "yelled" (as she would say) at my sister about the dirty kitchen. i threatened to add five bucks to her phone bill for every mess she leaves. she took this as me saying she would leave messes which is what she always does. but anyway it's a tossup between being a parent and being cool. i should just take some benadryl and relax. the other, less dominant side, wants to be taking shots of jaeger with her alcoholic-every-time-i-see-her-she's-drunk friend. (side note: jaeger is not an acceptable sleep aid...) so i need to find some kind of healthy balance between responsible and not responsible, or i'm going to be stressed this whole time.

i got a new crush a week ago. but, due to my previous involvement with M and the fact that NewCrush is friends with M, it's probably not going to go anywhere. i asked him about NewCrush and he said something vague about him telling M about a variety of girls. yes M is a good friend and i trust him but (believe me, i know) there is also a conflict of interest here. of course there's no reason to lie to me but being vague is totally legal. but NewCrush drives a mini! and something just attracts me to him! (maybe it's his accents - both in spanish and english but TRUST ME he is not from argentina nor is he mexican.)

hehe speaking of argentines... THE LAWYER told me the last time i spoke to him on MSN (i'm diana13181@hotmail.com by the way) that he would be starting a job at a Big Company very close to where i live! so i've been stalking the Big Company, like searching their website for an employees page, to see if he actually works there. now, i know The Lawyer is bad medicine but he was the only time i actually liked ess-eee-exx so he would do in a pinch.

it's good to be single right now.