just a shitstorm

today is one of those days when everyone seems full of shit.

just got of the phone with a friend, and i wanted to burst into tears. he seemed so full of shit!!!

just general shit, not shit directed towards me. he tells me he has to "find this class" tomorrow, that "it's really interesting" and he thinks it's "immunology... or it could be embryology... something that ends in an -ology, but it's really interesting." "i'm not so convinced," i say.

honestly, are there any people like me within a fifty-mile radius?

and my sister. i'm not sure how full of shit she is, but my other sister and i went over to my aunt's house to pick her up. she says she's going to get help and that she recognizes that she does in fact need help.

and what's-his-name. this is precisely why sometimes i prefer to remain a casual observer of any new crush - the bullshit! honestly, if you call a person up, ask her if she would like to do something this weekend, and then don't follow through... YOU GET DEMOTED! YOU NO LONGER HAVE A NAME BUT ARE HENCEFORTH KNOWN AS "WHAT'S-HIS-NAME."

so THERE!

at least i can look somewhat forward to work tomorrow... will try to pass the bullshit onto Mr. P. we have to call the dumbshits who couldn't figure out the free lunch forms. half of the time the telephone number they've given is incorrect or disconnected; or they're not home! of course it's left to myself and to the new aide. i've noticed though that the janitor is so much like a woman. he brought in a box of paper to the work room and said something to someone else who was in there. i was chopping stuff up ... er, cutting papers... and i say to him, oh, is that all the paper we get? are you SERIOUS? and he's like, very laconic, didn't... you... just... hear me? god, you don't need to get all moody on me!

and more on shit...
today i'm watching tv when my mom comes into the room to take a nap (super-comfortable couch in the living room.) she asks me what i'm doing today, and i ask her the same. she's working at the nursing home. i show surprize because she worked last night as well. then she says she "really likes her job." and she proceeds to tell me how she and another of the nurses were laughing at the amount of shit that came out of one man. complete with a demonstration of how large his turds were. and the word "enema" was used as well. "yeah, you gotta watch their bowels because they can get really constipated. if they don't poop in like three days, we give them suppositories or enemas... and last night i just could not get the smell of poop off me!" she says this all while laughing.

thank you for adding a visual dimension to this storm of bullshit.