but why am i so uuuuugh?????

i mean, like, i can do without "luv" (if we take luv to mean anything meaningless but nonetheless physical) but sometimes, you know. it would be nice to share my bed with someone. and not just that way. i could care less. but spooning is nice.

yeah this is me inebriated at 2:35 am after celebrating my birthday.



i think the switch was made without any kind of "resolution:" i decided against meaningless encounters and i am going to stick to it. because when you can see in another's face a complete void, complete disregard for who you are or what you do, it's like, why should i waste my time with this? i'm glad i can see from outside.

anyway me toco un pedo mal. osea, no estoy llorando ni riendome mucho pero estoy triste. me toco un pedo triste.

con eso les mando besos de verdad. y no de chocolate porque ya me los comi todos (acuerdense de que tengo que subir algo de peso.)