rejection i didn't even ask for!

yes this is my problem - i cannot handle perceived rejection. arg friend is now telling me that we can only be friends. and the little baby that i am, i'm crying!

first of all, i wasn't even thinking of him in that way. we went out ONCE and nothing happened anyway. then he went back to argentina. end of story.

second, what girl in her right mind is going to hope for any kind of relationship with someone they met ONLY ONCE and who lives an entire half-year away? it's too expensive a habit anyway (you know, paying for a therapist, etc.)

third, even if feelings did exist i am way too proud to move down there to SEE if something could come of it.

AND, what the hell brought this up anyway? i met him in october, and we have been chatting on msn ever since, and we've never talked seriously about this anyway. i think he was feeling "too big for his britches" if that works here, meaning that he may have thought i was pining away for him hoping he never goes out with anyone else. riiight.

yeah i am a wimp when it comes to rejection - i get upset even when i get rejected from somewhere i didn't even try to be. where did i put my therapist's number?